Impossible Chapter 1

Impossible

Summary: the beginning of the story starts in the original Angel verse right after the episode not fade away. Connor makes a wish and is transported back in time. He is in his past body with future knowledge. Will Connor succeed in changing the past and save the future. Or will he learn a dark secret that will shock him to the core of his soul and have him fighting for a different cause. 

Sigh. Sadly no one gets spanked. 

Impossible

chapter one: The wish

“What do we do?” Connor asked Angel after the building started to shake.

“You go home. This isn't your fight.” Angel said.

Connor looked at him as if he was crazy.

“That's some serious muscle...ah.” Connor flinched in pain.

“Go now.” Angel said.

“But they'll destroy you.” Connor said

“As long as you alive. They can't.” Angel said honestly.

Connor felt lost and confused.

But Angel wanted him to leave because he felt like he had no other choice.

He went home. Feeling sick and ashamed now that he knew what Angel was up against.

His father could die in this battle.

More then likely his father would die in this battle.

It wasn't fair. He had just gotten his memories back and now he would get no chance to do anything else with Angel.

He had done so many terrible things.

Especially to his father.

He was laying outside looking up at the stars when he felt something inside.

It hurt. And somehow he knew that Angel was dead.

Then a shinning star caught his attention.

It was so bright.

And he knew it was childish.

But he made a wish from his heart.

“I wish with all my heart that I could take it all back. All the things I did. All the times I hurt my dad.” Connor said.

He got tired and then he went to bed.

He closed his eyes and the next thing he knew he was standing in front of Angel and the gang holding his arm up pointing his weapon at Angel.

Connor stared in disbelief as he realized where he was.

This was NOT possible.

Then again his entire existence was suppose to be impossible.

Once he realized where he was and what was going on Connor put down his arm down looking wearily around the room at everyone.

Just great. Connor thought. What the hell was he suppose to do now change the past?

Hey, yeah he could change the past and then that would create a new future.

He had his old memories which provided him with facts that they didn't have.

So what had happened after he had arrived from Quor-Toth?

O yeah. He had fought with Angel and then when Angel had beat him he had run away from him.

And then he had met Sunny. And then things had just gone down hill from there.

So maybe he could change some things but also keep some things the same.

Like Sunny. He could really save Sunny from herself.

He could run and find her and then make her get some help so that she could live.

Which meant he would have to run from Angel.

He sure as hell didn't feel like fighting with him again.

He already knew he would lose anyway.

“Connor?” Angel tried to get his attention.

Connor looked at Angel.

Gone was the hatred. Now there was just confusion in those blue eyes.

He sort of looked like he was trying to figure something out.

Everyone eyed the boy who had just got done attacking his own father and they wondered what he was going to do next.

Connor surprised them all but saying “I'm sorry. Don't worry I'll be back. I promise. And then I'll explain everything.” Connor said then ran out the door.

“No. CONNOR!” Angel panicked and tried to go after him.

Connor ran in the middle of the street thinking that his past self had been very stupid to do that.

I mean come on a bunch of big metal things speeding down the road and he just ran right into it.

But Connor knew that the bus was the way he had gotten to Sunny the first time.

He had jumped on a bus and then rode on top of it for a while and then he had come across Sunny.

It seemed kinda dumb to ride on top of a bus. Bus then again he couldn't ride in it because he had no money.

He saw Gunn and another man pull Angel away from the sun.

stupid vampire. Connor thought.

“Your gonna fry out here man. We'll go.” Gunn said and then while Angel watched from the shade Gunn and the other man who Connor barely remembered came to the road and watched the cars for an opportunity to get Connor out of the street.

Connor looked apologetically at Angel and then jumped onto the bus.

Which is when he finally noticed his animal skin clothing.

His hair was shorter too.

He would have to hurry up and get Sunny some help so that he could go back to the hotel and explain things to Angel.

He began to wonder if he really should tell Angel everything.

After all the things he had done to Angel and his friends.

What would they think if he told them everything.

Well one things was for sure.

He was going to tell them about what happened to Cordy.

Cordy had to know what that demon Skip had done. Or rather what he was planning to do.

He would tell them that Skip was gonna try to get Cordy to go up to the powers but that Cordy had to say no because it was a trick.

Connor was gonna make sure he saved Cordy so that she and Angel could have that talk that they had needed to have.

However he had at least two days before they would make that date at the cliffs.

So he would tell them most of it. But he was leery about telling them of the things he would have done to them all had it still been his old self in this body instead of the new him.

He rode the bus for what seemed like forever. Then he caught sight of the place where he had jumped off.

Connor jumped off and then realized something.

When he had come back from the hell dimension he had been fighting for over 16 years. However in the future he had no idea what he was doing in a fight. He was too rusty. Could he take on those guys like he had before? Well he was gonna have to at least try. He had to try to save Sunny. She was a nice girl. Troubled and lonely. But nice. And she was pretty. He could remember that too. And he remembered the anger he had felt when he found her dead.

Connor heard Sunny talking to the drug dealer.

She was trying to make a deal with him.

Connor jumped down and then remembered that the dealer had friends near by. One had hit him in the temple with a metal crow bar. It had hurt. And yet Connor also knew that probably would have killed a regular human. There was no way a human could have survived that. Connor hadn't even bled. It had only knocked him out for a second.

Connor was on his guard as he approached Sunny who was shoved into the dealers car.

He wondered if he needed to do and say things like he had before.

Then the drug dealer noticed him.

“Walk away.” Tyke said.

Connor remained silent as he had before and put the warning look on his face.

The dealer looked at him

“An entire suit made of chamois. That's different. What are you wearing to the Oscars? My chamois suit.” Tyke said making fun of Connors cloths. Connor looked at his outfit. Yeah he would probably make fun of himself too.

“What's all this?” Tyke asked him of the teeth around him.

Connor looked down and said the same thing he had said last time.

“Things I killed.”

Tyke laughed and then whistled.

“O aren't you all scary. Chamois and teeth. You know what else is scary? me.” Tyke said.

Connor turned and was hit in the temple with the crow bar.

O god. Ow that hurt.

A second later he heard Tyke said “Get rid of him.”

Connor dodged the crow bar that came at him and took it from the man. He then within three seconds he had all three men gasping for air because he had kicked them as hard as he could in their gut.

Connor then heard Sunny say “NO” which caused Tyke to shoot the one of his guys instead of Connor.

Connor then went after Tyke he managed to knock him out quickly too.

Connor argued with himself for a minute about weather or not he should really cut off Tyke's ear like he had last time.

He made up his mind by convincing himself that Tyke deserved it.

At least he was pretty sure he deserved it. So Connor cut his ear off and said

“SO that he won't forget me.” then he threw the ear away a little disgusted with himself.

Then when Sunny tried to take Tyke's coat and the drugs Connor stopped her.

“No. it's bad for you. If you want to pay me back for saving you then stop doing that shit. It's gonna kill you. Trust me on that. Because it will kill you. You want some free advise. Go home to you dad. He's probably worried sick. Do you really want the last thing he hears about you to be that your dead because you were addicted to this crap. Do me a favor. Go home and get some help. Please. I don't want you to die. Please please just go home. Take this money and get a ticket home.” Connor said giving her the money from Tyke's coat. Then he put the coat on.

“Okay. I promise I'll go home.” Sunny said honestly and then Connor went to the bus station with her and watched her buy a ticket and said goodbye as she got on the bus to go home.

He was proud of himself. And her.

He had saved Sunny.

That meant he could find a way to save Cordy and Fred and the rest of them.

As Connor began walking back to the hotel he thought about the things that had happened after Sunny had died.

After he had run away from Angel Holtz had showed up.

Which meant that Holtz would come out of the portal too.

That made Connor mad.

He would catch Holtz and Justine in the act before Justine stabbed Holtz.

Then he would make sure Holtz could hear him say that Angel was his father and that he knew that Holtz only wanted him for revenge.

And his little plans weren't gonna work this time. Connor mused.

To be continued.