Warnings: Cussing and
bullying but also spanking in later chapters.
Summary: Alison is being
bullied at school but can she hide it from her family? Can the gang
figure out what's going on before it's too late? Or will Alison's
depression destroy her?
Also: Darla is in the
story but in the beginning I'll say she is on a trip for some reason
and she will return later in the story. Just letting you know cause
it will be a while before I add her in.
Characters:
Alana: Daughter of Gunn
and mother is Fred
Ava: daughter of Wesley
and Illyria ( in this it was Faith that became Illyria not Fred)
Connor and Alison are the
kids of Darla and Angel
Garret is Ava's older
brother.
Mean girls:
Jessie
Paige
Jennifer (Jen)
and Stacie
Prolog:
When I was 14 I had to beg
dad to let me go to school. At the time me and Connor and Alana and
Ava and Garret had been home schooled all our lives. But I wanted to
go to a real school with teachers and other kids my age. None of the
others wanted to go. But I still begged dad and after talking about
it for a while he agreed to let me go to high school next year. I
thought I would have a blast. High school was the golden years. It
was suppose to be the best years of your life. But I learned that for
some people it is the worst time of your life. The first couple
months was okay. I made friends with the popular girls. They loved
me. Stacie was the one that liked me the most and she was the most
popular girl in school. But then she got a huge crush on a guy and
after talking to him I found out that he liked me. I wasn't
interested but that's when things took a wrong turn.
Chapter one: Odd girl out.
I was on my way to the
popular table where the rest of them were sitting and I noticed Toby
talking to Stacie which didn't bother me. I was happy about it. Maybe
me rejecting him made him want to hit on her. I sat down and things
seemed normal until Toby left.
Stacie gave me a satisfied
look and I smirked back at her as I started to eat.
“Do you know how many
carbs are on your plate?” Paige asked.
“Oh come on there's not
that much food on here. Its just a corn dog and mac and cheese and a
soda.
Just cause your afraid to
eat doesn't mean I have to be.” I said with a laugh.
Stacie laughed too. “Yeah
not everyone is as insecure as you are Paige. I mean it takes a lot
of courage not to care what other people think of you.” she said.
Well that sounded a little
mean but I ignored it.
Paige looked hurt like she
about to go cry.
I felt bad but I didn't say
anything. I guess I didn't understand at that time that I should have
said something. I didn't know what bullying was and so I didn't know
it was wrong yet.
The next day Toby and Paige
were arguing and I saw him slap her. I reacted on instinct and
punched him. I was careful not to use all my strength. It did bloody
his nose though.
“You bitch!” he snarled.
“Why don't you keep your
hands to yourself you jackass! Pick on someone your own size!” I
yelled.
“Hey what's going on
here?!” Coach Car the gym teacher asked and then he saw Toby's
bloody nose.
“Coach it's was all Alison
sir! She slapped Paige and then punched me when I tried to stop her!”
Toby said.
WHAT!!??? that's funny cause
I don't remember it happening like that! I thought but then the coach
yelled at me.
“Okay Alison you stay
right there! Paige, Toby you guys go to the nurse and I'll take her
to the principles office.” Coach said.
“But.....Wait a minute!”
I tried to defend myself but he cut me off “I don't wanna hear it.
Tell it to the principle!” he said and took my arm and escorted me
to Mr. Shane's office.
The coach made me wait
outside while he told the principle what I had 'done' to the students
and then he left and I was called in.
“Have a seat Miss Angel.”
he said and I sat down.
“Care to explain this?”
he asked.
“Look what happened was
that Toby slapped Paige and I walked in on it and I got mad that he
hit her so I hit him. But I didn't hit Paige.” I said.
“Even if that is true I
can't allow you to get away with lashing out at another student for
any reason. I'm going to have to call your father and tell him you
bullied these students.” he said and since I wasn't sure what
bullying meant I said “yes sir.” and then I went back to class.
At lunch I went to the
popular table but Toby was sitting in my seat and Stacie gave me an
apologetic look. “Sorry we're full today.” Paige said with a
smile.
I was a little hurt by that.
Had they staged the fight to make me angry and get me in trouble? Why
would they do that? I tried not to think to much as I found another
seat but I could see them whispering to each other but I couldn't
hear what they were saying. When there are lots of people talking at
once its hard for me to concentrate on what people are saying even
with my advanced hearing.
While they went to take up
their trays I heard Toby came by and said into my ear “Freak!”
then walked away. That bugged me. Was he doing this just because I
didn't like him the way he had liked me?
I went to class and tried to
talk to Stacie but she ignored me. She got a text in class and then
Jen got a text and then my phone vibrated too. I opened my phone and
opened the message
- Should a friend tell another friend when she's planning on getting fat? She is getting so porky! Poor Ali.-
I was stunned. I was NOT
fat! I was in good shape and I did a lot more important things with
my time then texting people. I helped saved the world like three
times! And just because I ate real food didn't mean I was fat! Right?
I tried not to let it get to
me and inside I told myself it didn't matter to me.
Once school was over and I
walked to the hotel it seemed quiet and I wondered if everything was
okay but then I heard dad is his office “Alison come in here
please.” Damn. He must have smelled me.
I went into his office and
the ruler was on the desk. That was only used for serious offenses.
Like being careless in battle. Or lying.
I sat down trying to keep my
eyes off the ruler.
“Yeah dad.” I said.
“Your principle called. He
says you bullied a girl and punched a guy. He says you bullied them
and called the boy names. Now I know your a good person. So I don't
understand why you would just lash out like this for no reason. You
wanna tell me your side of this?” Dad said.
“I told the principle what
happened and it didn't seem to matter. I heard Toby and Paige arguing
and I walked in as Toby hit Paige. My gut reaction was to defend her
and so I punched him. I swear I didn't touch Paige. I didn't say
anything to her. I don't get it. What's bullying?” I asked.
Dad looked at me for a
moment and then he began to explain. “ Bullying is when you
purposely make others feel bad. Its why I didn't want you in public
school. I didn't want you to go through that. I never thought that
you would be the bully. But it sounds like Principle Shane didn't
give me the whole story. We help the helpless and we raised you kids
to do the same. But at places like schools sometimes its better to
walk away. Its sounds like you were set up seeing as this girl told
the principle the same story the guy did. Teens can be mean. They
gang up on each other and they fight dirty. Especially teen girls.
Anything else happen today?” dad asked.
I though of telling him
about the texts but I was afraid he would take me out of school.
“No. am I in trouble dad?”
I asked.
“No. your side of the
story proved your innocents to me. I just wanted to make sure you got
the picture. I don't want you bullying anyone at school. I know its
hard but next time just walk away. Or tell a teacher. Don't get
directly involved.” Dad said.
I nodded. And then I went to
my room and got on my desk top.
I was on Yahoo messenger
when it beeped at me.
The message that popped up
was a user not on my friends list. It said.
Dedstop: Hey Ali check out
this new cool site!
www.alibash.net
I clicked on the site and it
was a bashing site. Someone had created a bashing site.
The Top said: WELCOME TO ALI
BASH.NET
There was the homepage but
also a chat room. I clicked on the chat room and saw there was so
many comments. I only recognized three of the user names. But I
didn't even know most of the users.
Edmond3324: Ali acts like a
perfect little angel but everyone knows all the quiet ones are really
the best sluts.
Jaxman2456: Roses are red
violets are black looking at Ali makes me wanna yak!
PrincessStacie: Ali is so
pretty I just love her.......I'd love her more if she got hit by a
bus! Stupid whore tried to steal my man!
Jenga23: Miss 4.0 is really
just a Zero!
KingJames: I slept with that
stupid whore and she gave me AIDS don't sleep with her nasty ass!
I couldn't finish reading
the comments. Jenga23 was Jen I knew that and PrincessStacie was
Stacie. And KingJames had to be Toby. I NEVER slept with him! And I
did not give him AIDS. Why were they doing this to me? Why was I now
the odd girl out? I knew why Toby was mad at me. And if they told
Stacie that I flipped out and hit Toby and Paige for no reason then
that was why Stacie was mad but doing this? How did that lie become
this meanness directed at me? I couldn't believe what they were
saying. And that they had made a bashing site just for me. I shut
down the page and tried not to think about the comments. And it was a
good thing I did because a minute later Connor came bursting in. he
never did understand the concept of knocking. Something about being
my twin brother.
“Hey come on. A Succubus
is feeding downtown you girls have the advantage with this one. Come
on Ali!” Connor said anxiously. I got up and headed downstairs. I
grabbed my cross bow my favorite weapon and we went out hunting.
When we found her she was
searching for a victim and she tried to run when she saw us. We
cornered her in the ally and she was pretty strong. I attacked her
without really thinking about the attack and she parried my attack
and kicked me to the ground. And was about to stomp on me as I just
stared almost in a daze as the words from the computer kept running
through my head. I didn't even try to block her. Fortunately Connor
was paying attention he lunged at her they landed a good few feet
away from the rest of us.
Garret helped me up while
the others finished off the she demon in short time.
When they came back to me my
father looked mad. “What the hell was that! Since when do you
completely check out while your attacking something! She was gonna
stomp on you and you didn't move an inch to defend yourself.” dad
raised his voice.
“I wasn't thinking. I'm
sorry!” I said raising my voice right back which wasn't natural for
me.
“Hey don't take that tone
with me little girl!” dad scolded.
I shut my mouth. Dad pointed
towards his car “Get in the car!” he told me as I turned and went
to the car.
I went right up to my room
when I got home. I realized that I could have been killed tonight.
Had I believe what was said about me? Was I becoming insecure and
reckless? Insecure was bad. Reckless was even worse. If I pulled
another stunt like that on patrol dad was gonna fry my butt good.
The knock on the door made
me leery. After knocking dad didn't wait for me to answer he just
walked in and sat beside me on the bed. He was calmer now.
“Hey.” he said.
“Hey.” I said back.
“Look I'm sorry I lashed
out at you. I just don't like close calls like that. When we're on
patrol your mind has to be on the hunt. It can't be anywhere else. So
what was on your mind tonight that was worth putting your life in
danger?” dad asked.
I thought about that. I
couldn't tell him about the site or the comments. He would flip
again. He would yell at me for believing it and then he would go yell
at the school and pull me out of school and maybe even take my
computer away. I couldn't risk telling him what was going on. So I
lied.
“It was a boy. I know
that's bad but I'm sorry. It won't happen again.” I vowed.
“It better not. But to
make sure it doesn't..Your grounded from patrols for a week. When we
go out that means you go to bed. Are we clear?” he asked sternly. I
hate it when he gets all harsh daddy on us.
“Yes.” I said sadly.
That was just gonna give me more time at night to be on my desk top.
He should have grounded me from my desk top.
The next day:
I went to school and had to
sit by myself again. I tried to find time to talk to Stacie but she
was never free. At lunch time a girl came over to sit with me. She
jumped right in and started talking to me.
“Look Ali. Your pretty.
Your funny. Your smart. Your confident. Your strong on the inside.
Your secure in who you are........And they hate you for it. Don't let
them get to you. Cause if you do.....Then they win. Believe me I
know. They have nothing that I want. And FYI a true friend doesn't
let a guy come between them. Stacie doesn't know the first thing
about being someone's friend. You have standards. That's why there
trying to tear you down now. Cause you wouldn't date that man Whore
Toby.” Emily said.
“Man Whore?” I asked
never having heard that before.
“yeah you know...a guy
that goes after girls and sleeps with them constantly. He only cares
about one thing. Sex. A guy that only cares about sex is called a man
whore in my book.” Emily said.
That made sense. A girl was
called a whore for the same reason. So why couldn't a guy be called
the same thing.
They seemed to ignore me all
day. When I got home I walked into my room and Connor was in my room.
He was going through my desk
drawer and I got defensive because I was afraid the web site would
pop up while he was in the room. “What are you doing in my room?”
I demanded.
He turned and grinned “Just
trying to find a pen. All you have is pencils! Why don't you have any
pens?” Connor asked.
“I probably lost them all.
You know how worthless I am. Now get out.” I said,
Connor seemed to stare in
disbelief at me. “Whoa. Where did that come from?” he asked.
“GET OUT OF MY ROOM NOW!”
I screamed at him.
His eyes widened. Then
narrowed
“What is your problem today? Huh? You have a bad day at school or something?” he asked.
“What is your problem today? Huh? You have a bad day at school or something?” he asked.
“No I just came home to a
jerk going through my things! Now get out!” I yelled and a second
later a pencil flew across my room and broke against the wall.
Connor got annoyed “Ali
knock it off! Your overreacting. You know that's not why your mad. So
tell me what's wrong. And I swear if you do anymore of that Carrie
shit I am getting dad! Control yourself.” Connor warned.
“I had a bad day I don't
want to talk about it now get out!” I said annoyed and wanting to
check the site.
“Fine! But take a chill
pill before you come down for dinner.” he said and was out the door
when I slammed it.
I got on the desk top and
signed in and another message popped up telling me to check out the
new home page and comments.
I thought of printing it out
but knowing my luck Connor would do another room raid and find the
mean comments and then it would all be over cause he would show them
to everyone.
The new home page said :
WELCOME TO ALI BASH. NET
and there was pic of me.
Someone had photo shopped my head onto a fat body.
When I went to the comments
page there were new comment by the same people and other people too.
Edmond3324: That bitch is so
fat I bet the slut got knocked up!
Jaxman2456: She's a nasty
whore.
KingJames: Give her five
bucks and the whore will take off all her cloths. She did for me.
PrincessStacie: She is so
worthless. And everybody hates her! She is so annoying! If she is
pregnant I hope she dies in labor!
Tears filled my eyes as I
read the comments. Why were they being so mean! Did Stacie really
want me to die? Did she hate me that much? Was I worthless? Why did
everyone hate me so much?
And I barely talked to Toby.
So why make up all this crap! Was he really that pissed just because
I told him the truth. Wasn't it better to tell the truth then to lead
someone on?
I shut the site down as
tears streaked my face. Thoughts of suicide danced around in my head.
There was a bottle of pills
in Alana's bathroom. But would a bottle of pills even work? I mean I
was super human.
I found myself going into
her room she looked up as I went into her bathroom.
“Ali? Are you okay?” She
asked.
I grabbed the bottle of
pills and walked out of her room. She got of the bed to follow me.
“Ali what are you doing?
Ali talk to me.” Alana said and I used my powers to shut my bedroom
door and lock it.
She twisted the nob several
times “Ali open the door!” Alana said.
I turned the site back on
and looked at the over flowing amount of comments. They hated me.
They thought I was a whore. They wanted me dead. I suddenly hated
myself just as much as they hated me.
I opened the bottle as I
looked at the page tears came to my eyes again and I burst into full
tears.
“Ali! Open the door! HELP!
SOMEONE HELP ME PLEASE!” Alana shouted at the top of her lungs.
I heard several feet on the
stairs and the doors in the hall opening.
I heard Connor first “What's
wrong?” he asked her.
“Connor help me open the
door I think she's trying to kill herself!” Alana said scared.
That got Connors attention.
“Ali open the door!”
Connor shouted at this point I had the pills open and had them in my
hand.
I couldn't take my eyes off
that screen. I heard my father and Wesley and the others coming down
the hall. Connor kicked my door in which broke it off its hinges.
I was still staring at the
screen unable to look away.
Dad and Wesley and Gunn and
Spike and Fred were by the door and dad made his way into my room
just like Connor was.
Before I realized what
Connor was doing he had taken the pills from my hands and threw them
out the window. I suddenly realized he had flung the pills out the
window.
“NO!” I screamed and
lunged for the window but Connor caught me around my waist “Ali
stop!” Connor said then I collapsed on the floor crying harder then
I ever had before.
Connor tried his best to
comfort me. He saw him look up at dad lost.
Dad came over and put his
arms around me while Connor got up and backed way the sight bothering
him.
The he saw the screen.
He went over to the
computer.
“Oh my god! Guys look at
this!” Connor said angry. Dad ignored him for a moment while he was
trying to get me to calm down. But the others went to see the site.
“Shh. Baby it's okay. It's
alright. Everything's going to be okay Ali. Shh.” Dad said as he
rocked me back and forth.
“Please just kill me.” I
cried.
Dad held tighter “No! Ali
stop it your gonna be fine!” dad said.
I was trying my best to melt
into the floor but his strong arms around me kept me from falling.
I dozed off and dad put me
in my bed and stayed there but I could hear him as he and everyone
else were looking at the site.
“Fred can you get an IP
address on the owner of the site?” Dad asked.
“I think I can.” Fred
said.
“Dad look at her Friend
list and look at the people that posted comments.” Connor said.
“So?” Angel said not
getting.
“Dad she only knows three
of these people. Over half the people commenting don't know her. And
the other half are suppose to be her friends.........oh no. dad the
first set of comments were made the same night we went to hunt the
succubus. I bet you anything that this is why she was off that night.
She was depressed because of these comments. I can't believe these
people have nothing better to do with their time. Seriously they made
a bashing site just to get to her. That's just wrong. And cowardly.
Plus all of this is just lies. Why would it bother her when she knows
it isn't true?” Connor asked confused.
“And why would she subject
herself to this daily?” Garret added.
“Just because it isn't
true doesn't mean it hurts any less. I hate to say I told you so
Angel but.....I told you so! School was a bad idea.” Spike said.
“Okay fine. I shouldn't
have caved. If this is what she gets from going to school then I'm
pulling her out. I'm not gonna let her go through something like
this. They are not gonna bully her online. They really have no idea
who there messing with this time. I'll call the school in the
morning.” dad said and then I fell into a deep sleep.
To be
continued..............................
Each chapter will have a
different summary.
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