In control
Last time on Angel: Ali
was being bullied and had suicidal thoughts. But Angel and the gang
stopped her from hurting herself and while doing so discovered the
bashing site the mean kids had made.
Warning: spanking in this
chapter.
Chapter two: lesson number
1. never put on the shiny necklace!
When I woke up and sat up in
bed I saw that my computer was gone. How long had I been asleep?
It was day light outside and
then I looked at the time. It was almost noon! I got up and got
dressed then when I couldn't find my back pack I went downstairs and
dad and everyone else was around the hotel main desk.
“Your awake.” Connor
said sounding distant.
“Yeah. Where's my back
pack?” I asked.
“Don't worry about it. You
don't need it anymore.” dad said.
“What's that suppose to
mean?” I asked confused.
“Come into my office and
we'll talk more about it.” dad said
I followed him into the
office. He sat behind his desk and I sat in a chair. The door had
been closed.
Dad looked upset. Somewhere
between annoyed and disappointed.
“Alison why didn't you
tell us what was going on?” dad asked using my full first name.
Ouch. No one but mom ever called me Alison. Unless I was in trouble.
“I been beat up by some of
the worst monsters in the world. Those kids making up stuff up
shouldn't have bothered me like it did.” I said.
“Alison name calling
bothers everybody. But what those kids were saying was worse then
that. You went to that site more then once and I want to know why.
Why would you go there when you knew that it was a bashing site? Why
would you subject yourself to that? Huh? Answer me!” dad said
angry.
I flinched. “I just wanted
to see what they were saying about me. I didn't know it would bother
me like that. I didn't get why they hated me so much. But after
reading all the comments I started to hate myself too.” I said
honestly.
“They don't hate you Ali
you know how I know that?” dad quizzed.
“How?” I asked curious.
“Because you haven't done
anything to them. They haven't even known you long enough to decided
weather or not they like you. Kids are mean to each other I told you
that. They deliberately try to hurt other kids. Plus most kids don't
even understand hate enough to know what it is.” Dad said.
Okay so he had a point. They
didn't know me enough to hate me.
“Okay so now what?” I
asked curious.
“Now we have a little chat
about why it's a bad idea to keep things from your father. This has
been going on for a while now and you should have said something. The
result of that is that you are no longer going to public school. If I
can't trust you to tell me when there's something going on then you
don't need to be there. But that's not your punishment. Your grounded
for two weeks and I thought long and hard about weather I should
spank you for this. Seeing as you almost killed yourself because of
this deception.....I think it would be a good idea.” Dad said.
Oh no I thought.
“Come here Alison.” dad
said.
I got up knowing it was
useless to fight it.
I went over to stand by him
and he had his chair pulled back now.
“Take 'em down.” dad
said and I knew he meant my lower clothing. Just great! He's gonna
spank me bare. This is really gonna suck!
I took my jeans down and
hesitated with my underwear but took them down too. Then I quickly
dived for his lap wanting to hide from the whole ordeal.
Dad put his left hand on my
back in a comforting yet firm hold and then said “Alison you know I
love you right?” he asked.
“Yes.” I said nervous.
“I want to make one thing
perfectly clear. This isn't punishment for trying to kill yourself.
This is because you willingly made yourself feel like crap. You did
it to yourself honey. That's what bothers me the most. And because
you went to that sight it effected your ability to defend yourself.
It made your careless. You held on to what they said about you and
you let yourself feed on it and ran it through your head enough to
make yourself weak. You are so much more then any of them will ever
be. We love you Alison. And we need you focused in battle. I need to
be able to count on you to help us and to be able to take care of
yourself. Since I took you out of school you can go on patrol again.
And until I think I can trust you with your computer...it's mine. You
start home school again next week. I think you need a break. Spike
has volunteered to take you for a mental health week. This way when
you get back your head will be clear and you can be your best. And
your to behave for him. Now lets get back to business.” Dad said
once all the words registered none of them really surprised me.
SMACK! Okay that surprised
me! “Ow!” I cried out and then shut my mouth.
SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK
SMACK
SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK
SMACK
SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK
SMACK. Okay I couldn't keep quiet anymore.
“Ouch! Daddy stop! I'm
sorry.” I said tears coming to my eyes.
“I'm sorry too honey.”
he said but he kept going and I knew he would.
SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK
SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK!
The last one landed harder
then all the rest and my bottom was stinging and burning like crazy
when he put me on my feet and pulled my clothes into place for me.
When he had fastened my jeans he stood up and I fell into his arms.
He wrapped his arms around me and held me. Then he picked me up and
sat down with me in his lap. “Shh. It's okay now. Ali it's over.
We're done. Everything's going to be okay.” dad shushed me and it
calmed me down.
After we cuddled I went to
my room and Connor showed up.
My door had still not been
replaced since he had destroyed it.
“You broke my door.” I
said as he sat in the chair near my bed while I was sitting on my
bed.
“Yeah well you broke my
heart.” he said back.
Ouch!
“All my life you've been
there. In my heart. In my head. Do you know how hard it was to listen
to dad spank you like that. I hate hearing you cry. I was gonna try
to stop it but Spike stopped me. Said that unless I wanted to end up
over dad's knee after you then I better just let him deal with you. I
knew he was right. There's nothing I could have done or said to stop
dad or change his mind. But it was still hard to walk away. Spike
says he's taking you to a cabin in the middle of nowhere for like a
week.” Connor said changing the subject at the last minute.
“Yeah. I guess. I don't
really want to go. Don't know what we're suppose to do up there. I
don't even know where it is.” I said.
“I don't really think you
have a choice Ali. Come on you and Spike will have fun and its only a
week right? What could happen?” Connor said with a smile.
I didn't answer that.
“Oh. I found this in a
cool store last night. It's for you. I stole it. So don't say
anything.” Connor said as he handed me a necklace with a circular
pendent that was gold and a brown diamond in the middle that looked
nice. “Pretty.” I said as I put on the shiny necklace.
Then it glowed so bright
that I could see and when I could see again I was outside in front of
the hotel. Weird. I had been in my room.
I still had the necklace on.
I went inside the hotel and
everyone was in the lobby.
Even Connor. That was fast I
thought.
Dad came over with a smile
“Can I help you?” he greeted as if I was a customer.
I smirked “Very funny.”
I said.
“Why don't you step into
my office and me and my gang can help you once you tell us what's
going on.” dad said then added “I'm Angel by the way.”
uh yeah dad I thought...I
already know your name. Not to mention I didn't feel like going to
his office a second time today.
Someone walked in the doors
behind me I turned to see Lilah the head of Wolf Ran and Heart.
“Hey Angel I just came to
get our assassin. You know how it is. She must have got the address
mixed up. Don't worry she's with me.” Lilah said and then a couple
guys came in to assist her.
Okay what the hell was she
trying to pull here.
“Oh. Fine if she works for
you guys then get her out of my hotel.” dad said.
I was hurt. What! He was
acting like he didn't know me?
Had something happened to
make them forget me? Can a parent forget their own child?
Maybe but what about a twin?
“Angel.....You don't know me do you? None of you? Connor?” I
asked and got a negative response each time.
“Connor.” I said again
not ready to believe that my twin didn't know me. He had to at least
be able to feel it deep down.
Dad kinda got between us.
“You stay away from my kid!” he said angrily.
“yeah kid he's big on not
touching his offspring.” Lilah said then added “Come on we have
things to discuss.” I looked at her. Then looked back at everyone
else.
I was not about to go with
Wolf Ram and Heart when I knew how valuable I was to them. I was not
about to be experimented on! Thank you very much.
“Lilah one of these days
you should learn to tell the truth.” I told her.
“They get younger every
year.” dad said then looked at Lilah “What are you taking them
out of high school now?” dad asked.
Well I still had a few
tricks up my sleeve. There were lots of reasons why you didn't mess
with Alison Angel!
I looked around at the
weapons on display and the ones in the cabinet. I used my mind to
open the cabinet doors which spooked everyone.
“What was that?” dad
asked.
“Get her and get her now!”
Lilah shouted and 4 men charged me.
A sword on the wall moved
and was propelled into the first mans chest killing him.
An Ax was the next weapon
and I made it embed itself into the second mans chest killing him.
The only problems was I had
to look at each weapon and then look at the target and then use my
power. Which took time. The third guy got gutted with a sword.
Four men lay dead on the
floor now.
Lilah snapped her fingers
and two more attacked me.
I wondered why no one was
trying to help me.
“It takes six to take down
a slayer it would take seven to take her down. Just do it. We need
her out and we need her out now!” I heard Lilah say and wondered
what she was talking about as I leapt into the air and did a spinning
kick to the first mans jaw breaking it.
Then I punched the second
man so hard that he flew across the room and landed against the wall
I heard a crunch and was sure that he had broke his back.
I heard a gun cocking and I
looked in time to see the gun fire at me but I was able to use my
telekinesis to stop the needle looking bullets in mid air and turned
them around and propelled them back at the idiot with the gun.
“Get the trank gun.” I
heard my father say but didn't pay attention to that.
Before the last of the men
could attack Connor leapt over my head and took down that last man
and Lilah ran out the door. Connor turned on me and punched me and
him being my brother I didn't see it coming and so I couldn't block
it. He trapped me against his chest and turned around and I felt six
sharp painful needles enter me. I cried out in pain and I saw the
effect it had on Connor. He paled at the sight of me in pain and I
suddenly had hope. Maybe I could make him remember. But first I got
really tired and passed out.
End of Alison POV for
now............
Connor POV
I lifted the girl in my arms
and it felt so familiar. Like I had done it before. I couldn't shake
this feeling that I knew her. I had seen her. I felt that I was
missing something when I saw her. I could remember feeling incomplete
until she walked in. and when I looked at her face I knew everything
was going to be okay. But that made no sense. I had never seen her
before.
“Lets put her in the cage
down in the basement just to be safe.” Dad said and I understand.
Just because she wasn't with
Lilah didn't mean she wasn't dangerous. We had just seen how fast she
took them all down and how dangerous she was. We needed to talk to
her. We needed to find out more.
I carried her down stairs
and placed her in the cage. I locked her in as dad and Spike and Wes
and Gun came down.
I looked at them and said
“Anyone else here getting a sense of Deja Vu? No offense but I feel
stupid for some reason. Like I know her and that I should know that I
know her.” I said then added “Does that make sense?”
“Yeah. I kinda get the
same feeling. When she passed out it was strange but for a split
second it was like I felt guilty for it.” Dad said. I nodded I felt
the same when I had hit her only on a deeper level.
It was kinda like I had hit
myself. I think I would rather have hit myself. It would have hurt
less. But why? Who was she? I was sure that I knew her and then there
is another part of me that says there's no way I could know her. But
which part is right? Could I really have never seen her before? It
seemed impossible.
Not even an hour later we
were all stunned when she woke up. That wasn't possible either! She
had been given enough to knock her out for a couple days. There was
no way it only lasted for an hour. She was human. Wasn't she?
I came down after hearing
she was awake and Fred called Mom who was away and mom said she was
on her way home after Fred had asked her a question.
I watched as the girl in the
cage got up and looked around nervous and scared. She looked
terrified and confused. Then realization and then sadness came across
her face.
“Why am I in here? I
didn't do anything wrong.” she said.
“Your in there because
your dangerous. What's your name?” dad asked.
“Alison. But everyone
calls me Ali.” the girl said.
Alison. Again the two parts
of me argued. I knew this girl. But no it wasn't possible.
“Alison. You want to tell
me how you got your powers and why you came here? And why Wolf Ram
and Heart wants you? And how you learned to fight so good?” Dad
asked her.
She thought that over for a
moment and then answered “Okay. I was born with my powers and what
you saw was only a small taste of what I can really do. And there's
lots of reason's Wolf Ram and Heart wants me. Just like they want
Connor. And the other two questions I answer at another time. You
wouldn't believe me anyway.” she said.
“Fine. You can sit in
there until your ready to answer me. For all I care you can rot in
there.” dad said annoyed. I saw the effect that had on her. Her
eyes seemed to fill with tears and dad saw it too but he fought with
himself and turned and walked out. She sat down in the corned and
curled up her knees to her chest and put her face down to hide and to
cry. I felt gashes in my soul at the sound of her tears.
Gun and Spike and Wes left
too. I couldn't seem to walk away from her. I sat in an uncomfortable
chair and eventually fell asleep but was woken up by dad. I saw that
Alison had fallen asleep in the corner and dad was looking at me
“Come on son. You go on up to bed. We don't have to watch her down
here. And if your worried about her escaping then don't. I can watch
her.” Dad said.
I looked at her and tears
filled my eyes I looked up at dad “I can't leave her dad. I have to
stay with her. I don't know why. I can't explain it. I feel so
helpless. So lost. And when I look at her it all goes away. You
always say that we can't solve the puzzle if we don't have all the
pieces right? Well she's a piece of the puzzle. I don't know why dad.
But I need her. I need to be with her. I want to be in there with
her. Something isn't right dad. It wouldn't matter to me if I really
truly didn't know her. But deep down I know I do. I just don't know
how or why. Please don't make me go dad. I need to stay here.” I
told him trying to hold in my tears. I was so emotional because of
her and I truly felt that I had to stay with her.
Why did I feel her pain?
Dad seemed to understand
“Okay. I don't get it either. I wish you would go up to your bed.
But I won't make you leave if you don't want to. Oh and your mom is
on her way back.” dad said and then left.
I feel asleep again.
When I woke up mom was
shouting and coming down the stairs like a train.
Dad and everyone else
sounded confused. They had told her everything and now she was coming
down to see for herself I guessed that she would be mad but when she
saw the girl it was dad she turned on and she got mad. I hadn't seen
her that mad in a long time.
“Angel I don't know what
kind of sick joke this is but I want that child out of that cage
right this minute do you here me! You get her out of here now!” mom
screamed and started hitting dad until dad moved “Okay okay fine
I'll just call Wolf Ram and heart and let them have her is that what
you want!” dad said as he backed away from her.
Mom was stunned for a
moment.
Then she kicked him. “OW!”
dad yelled.
Mom went over and took the
keys and went to unlock the cage “Darla she's dangerous!” dad
said.
End of Connor POV
Ali POV
I saw my mother unlocking
the door and wondered if she would try to throw me out.
She opened the cage and I
backed away scared. She got angry but she threw her glare at my
father.
When she turned back to me
she held out her arms “Come here honey. It's okay. Come to me. It's
okay mommy is going to fix everything. Come on baby. It's okay. Come
to mommy.” mom said and I was stunned.
Wait did she know who I was?
Dad and everyone else seemed
to freeze at that news. “No.” dad said suddenly.
“No. I would not forget my
own kid!” dad said not wanting to admit that it was possible.
I trusted what I saw in my
mothers eyes. It was worry and concern and a mother's look.
I flew into her arms and
cried “Mommy. You know me! Thank god! It was horrible. They don't
know. They don't remember me and then Wolf Ram and Heart tried to
take me. I had to use my powers mama. I'm sorry. I had to they didn't
help me. They were suppose to help me but I had to fight alone. I was
alone. Then they put me in here because I was bad and used my
powers.” I cried hard sounding more like a child.
Mom just held me tighter. “I
knew something was wrong. I called Fred and asked how you and Connor
were and when she asked me who Alison was I knew something had
happened. Shh. Don't cry baby. It's okay. It's gonna be okay.” mom
then had my face in her hands and she looked me in the eyes “Your
not bad. Do you hear me. Your not! The only way your bad is if you
used your powers to hurt innocent people. But if your using it
because your in danger then that is self defense and you won't ever
get in trouble for that. Your not bad just because you use your
powers. It's the way you use them that make you what you are. And you
use them for good. To help people. Your not bad. Your not evil. Trust
me. Mommy knows a lot about being evil. And so does daddy. We love
you.” mom said and I burst into tears again “he doesn't even
remember me!” I cried.
She pulled me into her arms
again then lifted me into her arms and turned “Do you see what
you've done to our child! What is she the only one here that knows
who she is? Why can't any of you remember her!” mom said angry.
“She's my sister?”
Connor said knowingly.
“NO Connor. She's your
twin sister.” mom said angry.
“NO! Don't be mad at them.
They don't know what happened anymore then I do!” I said lifting my
head and then mom saw my neck and put me down she fingered the
necklace for a moment “Baby where did you get this?” mom asked
looking curious at it.
“Connor gave it to me
before everyone forgot about me. He said he got it from a strange
store and thought of me.” I said. And wow I can't believe I'm just
now getting that. Spike always said not to put on shiny jewelry.
But mom yanked the necklace
from my neck a moment later and the second she did that a red dust
came out of it and then she looked triumphantly around the room.
“Well?” she asked.
“Well what?” dad asked.
“Who's Alison?” she
asked.
Dad looked at her strangely
“Alison is our daughter. Darla are you feeling okay?”
“Oh I'm fine darling. And
everyone knows who Alison is. See baby I told you I would fix it.”
mom said.
“Why wouldn't we know
Ali?” Gunn asked wondering what was going on.
“Never mind. Ali you go
ahead and go to your room. And Ali next time listen to Spike!
Sometimes he knows what he's talking about. So what did we learn
today?” mom asked me.
I smiled “I relearned
Spike lesson number 1. Never put on the stupid shiny necklace. Okay
I'm sorry I didn't know it would make everyone forget me. And on that
note I'll go to my room.” I said and ran after I saw the look on
everyone's faces as they remember that they had forgotten me.
To be
continued.........................
Next time: the return of an
old enemy and Buffy comes to help.
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